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Star Vs. The Forces of Evil - Another Dimension :iconkanrakami:KanraKami 183 16 depression ? :iconlil-miss-art:lil-miss-art 240 43 Self-harm awareness day 2014~ :iconcorascorcher:CoraScorcher 2 19
Literature
Depression
It takes over your mind
Kills your happiness
Puts you in a nothingness void
Full of pain and sorrow
It kicks you down
Hard to the ground
Gives you thoughts
That you never would of thought
Brings back memories
That you never wanted to remember
Makes you cry
Even though joy was all around
Keeps you up at night
In a numb state
Where all you feel is sadness
You feel dead
And you do something to make sure your alive
Even though you never thought you'd do something like that
Everything is wrong
Nothing can be right
You lose you hold on happiness
Once you think you're holding it tight
You watch it float away
Into to that wasteland
You want to scream out your lungs
But you keep it deep within
Hidden under a smile
Hidden under fear
A fear of getting hurt
Day in
Day out
You battle this
Even if it just an argument
Just a mean comment
Just something small
Meaningless to other people
It'll make you fall to the ground
In a crying psychotic mess
Everyone thinks you lost it
That you do this for attent
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Depression :iconkawacy:kawacy 7,614 178 Beautyful Sally :iconfox-pop:FOX-POP 729 101 No excuses! :iconfox-pop:FOX-POP 1,104 519 Dont be shy, I'm here for you :iconpemiin:Pemiin 1,010 49 Peachy Princess :iconpemiin:Pemiin 1,679 200
Literature
social anxiety
stop staring stop
don't look
stop staring don't
don't
don't look
stop
DoN't LoOk
StOp
Do NoT jUdGe
DoN't
Do NoT jUdGe StOp
StOp StArInG
DO NOT
JUDGE
STOP
DON'T
STOP
LAUGHING
DON'T LOOK
STOP
STARING
CAN'T
BREATH
CAN'T
STOP
DON'T
STOP STARING
DON'T LOOK
DO NOT JUDGE

me
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Literature
This is anxiety
It's the constant feeling of not quite right
and I don't know why I feel this way but it hurts
(but not in ways that others can understand)
and it's the tension in your chest, the rising water
the aching muscles and the clenching in your core
That never leaves
It's the headache that never quite fades,
just hurts sometimes more than others.
It's the constant need to move with your racing thoughts—
to bounce or twitch or
glance around the room every three seconds just to make sure you're not being watched, you're not being judged
It's two a.m. and you're lying
facedown on top of hot sheets, such an empty shell
you don't even have the energy to cry over how tired you are
wondering if there's any way to turn your mind off,
when you can't even remember what sleep feels like because it's been so long
since you really had a true rest.
It's wandering through your days almost
walking into that door and
not catching half of what your teacher says because your eyes hurt
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Literature
anxiety
its not that i am
mean, or cruel
even though i am,
a bit.
i am just so frightened
that
you will disappear.
im talking about all of you
about everything
about all things
rocks, the sky
asphalt, steel
fire, pearls
blood, and bone
all might dissolve
like memories
from a dream
the fear is crushing
taste could be burned away
and sight imprisoned
motion concludes
and potential energy is expended
but existence
is eternal
what is shall be
a rose is a rose is matter and energy
neither created
nor destroyed
everything exists
it won't just
go bloop
and disappear forever
right?
but i fear it-
(the fear it
scratches at my skull
like candy)
the bottom drops away
and weight and volume
and mass and velocity
break down, break apart
and everything is
beyond darkness
and there is no more
of anything, anywhere
and that is why
i can be so mean
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:iconsuan-la-tang:suan-la-tang 26 11
Literature
Social Anxiety
The closed, locked door
The cold, hard floor,
I know I've been here before.
I hear the noise,
The dreadful voice.
It seems I do not have a choice.
You don't understand.
You can't comprehend
The things that haunt me deep within.
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Literature
Anxiety
Walking down the street,
I feel everyones eyes on me.
Slowly I speed up to avoid their nasty glares,
fearing that I wont be able to break free.
Anxiety spreading quickly through my body,
making me feel like a bird locked in a cage.
My heart pounding rapidly against my chest,
so hard that I feel like I could collapse.
Trying to escape the crowd thats laughing at me,
I cant seem to find a way out.
Tears stream down my face as the people point at me,
my head is spinning trying to proccese it all.
Everyone in the crowd is taking their turn verbally attacking me,
why can't they leave me be don't they see that I'm filled with missery
I close my eyes and block out the sound,
then open them again and look around just to find out it was all a figment of my immagination.
~TERRA~
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Literature
Anxiety
Smile and wave
They cannot know
The pain that you feel
That you're ready to go
But they don't have to worry
You will not leave
You're stronger than that
And can beat this disease
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:iconirismoon3:Irismoon3 26 0
Literature
Anxiety
Sometimes,
Sick isn't something
You can see.
When I'm standing there -
Sweaty palms
Heart racing
Fists bracing -
Absolutely terrified
For 'no reason at all',
I hope it makes you
Feel big and tall,
To tell me I'm being stupid.
When I can't talk to someone -
Because my throat is dry,
And I feel sick,
Like I can't
Catch my breath,
Like I'm going to cry
Like I'm hurtling
Towards death -
Don't tell me to
'Get over myself'.
When I'm crying -
Can't breathe,
And my knees
Go weak
And I'm too scared
To speak
And every heart
Beat
Makes me jump -
How can you tell me
I need to 'grow up'?
When I can't get on a bus -
Because so many people,
So many eyes,
And my mind is force-feeding
Me so many lies -
Don't tell me I 'think I'm better
Than everyone else'.
I'm trying my hardest.
Really, I am.
Would you tell someone with a broken leg
To just get up and walk?
Would you tell someone with no tongue
To open their mouth and talk?
Would you tell a wingless angel
To fly?
No.
So tell me why -
When it is
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